The Crossroads

Here I’m At The Crossroads Again,
Just Hate This Juncture,
Trying To Stare Through Each Way,
With A Wild Hope Of Any Clue About Future ,

Yet They Appear So Equal,
With Differences None,
Heart Says One & Mind The Other,
To Escape The Inevitable Nothing Can Be Done,

With Fingers Crossed I’ll Choose,
To Give My Best Will Be The Aim,
Leave The Rest Upon Fate,
I Know The Risk Contained In This Game,

It Is Never Easy To Decide,
As We Struggle & Flip The Coin Of Fortune,
Wish It To Settle Somewhere Safe,
Before It’s Impossible To Reset The Tune.

The Better Half

You Might Be A Better Half Of Me,
O Dear I Can Barely Feel You Near,
At Times Of Darkness I Fail To See,
Yet A Single Ray Of Light Crushes Your Fear,

You Come Out Of Shackle,
Only At Times Of Your Flavour,
Watch From Behind As Troubles I Tackle,
And Smirk As My Pride Gets Devour,

When I Needed A Shoulder To Cry,
An Arm To Pick Me Up From Every Fall,
Like A Penitent Person You Walked By,
Spurned My Every Call,

Took Turn To Mock,
Never Left A Chance To Backstab,
You Were Supposed To Be My Bedrock,
Put My Faith In Yet You Blab,

Finally I’ve Conquered My Enemies,
And I’m Sitting At The Throne,
You’re Visible To My Eyes,
But I’ll Choose To Ignore & Let You Die Alone,

I Wasn’t Born Stonehearted,
Your Betrayal Made Me This,
Emotions Left Me When You Departed,
Now I Can’t Even Care For Goodbye Kiss.

Hope

When Clock Refuses To Tick,
The Cumbersome Time Resists To Flow,
All Of It Is A Marvelous Trick,
That Engulfs With Fear As It Grow,

Words Appear Too Distant To Be Heard,
Sentiments Are There To Mean Nothing,
It’s All Just Absurd,
Like Some Random Fling,

This Ocean Of Storm Clouds,
Move So Swiftly & Quiet,
Hovering Above Are The Dismal Thoughts,
At The Corner Is Another Dark Night,

O That Lonely Walk Down The Boulevard,
Those Lonely View Of Sunset,
When Raindrops Used To Hit Hard,
Make Me Wish My Life Be Reset,

A Wishful Insight Crashed In,
Brought Along A Slimmer Of Hope,
The Way Out Was Hiding Within,
Had To Climb Down That Slippery Rope,

Poured In Everything That Was Left In Me,
Tried Every Other Way,
Yet I Was Delusional To See,
I Was Deceived By Night & Day,

It Was A Long Shot,
A Distant Belief Of Salvation,
Something In Between I Got Caught,
Everything Turned Out An Illusion.